ola.
yesterday was a day out with fie, faisal, lan and fatin.
faisal was late. ergh.
first we went to city hall.
we met fatin there.
proceeded to peninsula. faisal wanted to buy a cardigan.
couldnt find one there, so we headed to far east plaza.
rounding and rounding there and at last, he bought a cardigan.
haas.
we makan-ed there too. had chicken rice for lunch.
after that we went to esplanade to watch the pesta something something.
the one that cikgu azmi was involved in. with his group azpirasi. yea.
met cikgu azmi there too.
the dance was great. zapin hip-hop. the dance like gave me the semangat to dance.
woah.
so next year's syf is contemporary. yes uh.
macam best. woohoo.
and that guy from azpirasi is cute. heehs.
we left the place around 10pm, so yea, i was late.
my curfew is 11pm, and i like reached home a half hour late.
sheesh.
mummy smacked my butt in the morning for getting home late. haas.
funny lar her.
we were supposed to go to johor today but it got cancelled cos daddy had to work.
and he'll be home in the evening, so, yea. bummer.
i told mummy to maybe go out at night cos im bored.
then she said 'kakak, you cannot sit at home and be a good girl is it?!' . haas.
so i swept the floor. i cleaned the rooms. i read my book. i wrote in my diary. i watered the plants. i fed the rabbits.
and im still bored.
i watched the music awards on mtv which is hosted by justin timberlake.
woah, that guy is darn hot. woah.
he really brought sexy back. haas.
the show was boring. really. i just enjoyed justin. heehs.
my sister went to her friend's open house, and my brother went out with his friends.
im left home with mummy and my grandparents.
grandparents are watching tv, mummy has her nose in her book.
i guess i got it from her. haas.
daddy isnt home yet, ergh. im so bored.
it got me thinking of my life.
i love my family.
i lovee my friends.
i love my boyfriend. before he played the vanishing game.
dear boyfriend,
you know i love you. i tell you that every single day. what happened? you dont even bother to call anymore. you get angry when im out with my friends. why cant i? you are always with your friends. even when you're out with me. i didnt say anything about it. you know i made plans for the both of us. i was disappointed when i called. it was supposed to be just the both of us. everytime i call you, you are out with your friends. every single time. you wouldnt know how i feel. like what fie's sis said, a true man never makes a woman cry. what happened to that? you make me cry every night. im at home, thinking of you out with your friends. do you know how sad it is? i dont think so. you only call whenever you like. and that's not too often. that's not what im here for. this has been going on for too long. and im tired of it. im tired of waiting for you, im tired of crying these tears for you. im just tired of it all. do you think you deserve me after the effort that you put into our relationship? i dont think so.
love,
me.

the people who light up my life...


the bestest bestie in the whole wide world. ((:


eventhough i tell you rascals i hate you, i dont mean it. i love you no matter how much i want to shoot you monkeys. ((:


all of you make the sun shine in my world. i love each and every one of you. ((:

it's such a long post today. i cant help it. sheesh. happy anniversary to fifi and fazli. may your relationship last long. insyallah, okay.
till then,
toodles. :)

"Sweet is the dream, divinely sweet, when absent souls in fancy meet."