Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Doodles
wow.
the sun is shining once again.
how amazing.
it has been raining for the past two days straight.
sigh.
i still love it though.
i just realised that my birthday is gonna be on the second day of school.
okay lar i bedek.
i checked it months ago.
heehe.
it's in 15 days!
i have a feeling that my family dont give a damn that im turning sixteen.
i dont give a damn too actually.
yeaa right.
i want a par-tay like the girls on mtv's my super sweet sixteen lar.
for once, i wanna be rich and have everything that i want!
too bad lar that it wont happen.
as of now, im broke.
like, totally.
okay today's mummy's pay day, and i dont know whether she wanna blanje or not.
and daddy is kedekot.
got his bonus, never blanje.
im so jealous of those people who have nice parents who always give them what they want.
for now, i want
a pair of black jeans and i think i like the one from mango,
a happy house notebook (cos my diary is running out of pages),
a flower printed bag,
a flower printed shirt,
anything that's flower printed lar.
or maybe butterflies.
or stars.
and a dress.
heeeh.
and i want a nicer brother.
i feel that he's quite rude towards me.
and i feel sad about it.
sigh.
natasha's getting her school results tomorrow.
im so nervous.
she doesnt seem to care, though.
i hope she gets into a good school, insyallah.
okay back to my dream sweet sixteen.
i will arrive in a carriage like cinderella.
i'll have a huge chocolate ice cream cake.
and i'll have cupcakes too.
and i'll have butterflies hanging from the ceiling.
everything will look pretty.
and there'll be music.
and a hot guy will take my hand and dance the night away with me.
aaah.
and my rich daddy will get me a sexy volkswagen as my present.
if only i could drive at sixteen.
sigh.
or maybe i could have it at the beach.
and everyone will be barefoot.
haah.
gawd, i watch too much teevee.
oh well.
it doesnt hurt to dream. ;)
should i go out today?
hmm.
my legs are aching,
im kinda lazy,
and im broke.
but im bored.
and the weather doesnt seem to put me to sleep.
let's see if daddy is kind enough to give me money.
heh.
till then,
toodles. :)
"Sweet is the dream, divinely sweet, when absent souls in fancy meet."
